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An excerpt on Worshiping Christ Only, from Stuart Scott’s book, The Exemplary Husband:

“Our desire and focus can become inordinate and our trust can be misplaced. When we think of worship and refuges in these terms, we can make anything an idol or refuge, even something good. Our desires must remain unessential and our trust must be in God alone. When He is all we really must have and He alone satisfies, then we know that we are worshiping and trusting God alone.

Take a look at the list of things that can easily become idols!:

Food, Sleep, Drugs, Travel, Sports, Music, Reading, Television, Another person, Strong drink, Sex/pornography, Fantasies/Imaginations, Shopping/spending money, Fleeing, Busyness at work/church/hobbies

A couple good verses to remember in light of this:

Deut 6:5 “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.”

Ex 20:3-6 ”You shall have no other gods before me. You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them or serve them, for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love me and keep my commandments.”

1 Corinthians 10:31 “Whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.”

We’re rich

This is not a post to make you feel guilty. But I do hope you’re as convicted as I am. A conviction that hopefully moves us to at least not stay seated in our cushioned little chairs. I pray you will consider some things this holiday season. Here’s a mix of jumbled thoughts of the propensity for us to spend large amounts of money during the holidays and the very real fact that there are those in our vicinity who don’t even have an everyday place to lay down their head.

1. At the very least, just THINK about how much you spend and remember that even the poorest among us in our socio-economic status are of the top 1-2% of the world in wealth.

2. If you’re donating canned foods, do you pull out the cans you won’t eat at the back of the cupboard? Do you really think about the lives and face of people who need that food?

3. Do you actually need another gadget or gizmo, even if you know that the kingdom of God is at hand, and Jesus can return at any moment? What’s the difference btwn enjoying what we’re given and desiring too much?

4. With things like soup kitchens, angel trees, and operation Christmas child, do you care only once a year about the people these programs help?

5. Do you think,  ”I won’t give that homeless guy couple dollars b/c he’ll just go buy booze,” or “Aww man, I feel guilty, can’t wait until this moment passes so I can get back to my nice haven of a life”? Or do you really think and even possibly go out of your way to help the guy, even if it kinda messes up your schedule?

6. Do you complain inwardly about YOUR have-nots?

Listen to this oft-quoted passage that we need to perhaps remind ourselves of frequently in our society. Remember that this is in the context of being good stewards and in light of the urgency of the coming of Christ:

“Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink, I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ Then they also will answer, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to you?’ Then he will answer them, saying, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

I used the condemning portion over the encouraging portion on purpose. Man, I’m not very good at remembering this. Can we join together and remember things like this? I know this is only one aspect to how we should be living and thinking as Christians, but if we have a regenerate heart that truly understands that we have been given an eternity more than we deserve, then I think we wouldn’t be so hesitant to help out the poor and so quick to defend our own buying habits.

Sometimes, I don’t even know where to begin.

i’m not a kid anymore

Wow another horrible sleeping night. Always a good time to update.

After class today I did a little reading at Starbucks. However, the employees were so loud that I couldn’t concentrate, essentially forcing me home instead to study. That’s saying something because I can usually focus through most noises. Amidst the book-worming at home I:

1. made kimchi jjigae

2. put up Christmas lights

3. washed a blanket

4. let a neighbor borrow the lawn mower

5. did some weeding

When did life get so domestic? My how things so quickly and unexpectedly change.

Well, here’s a quick story about #2. While putting up the lights, there was a moment I leaned back too far and cartoonishly balanced on two legs of the ladder. I felt that strange sensation where you know that in one direction lies disaster and in the other lies safety, and there’s that 50% equilibrium thing going on in which things can go either way. It was such a helpless feeling seeing that I could just reach out my hand and grasp the shingle in front of me, but I felt that if I did, the weight would shift in the “death” direction. I somehow got my body weight to shift the momentum towards the edge of the roof. The adrenaline made the scary experience actually kinda thrilling as I waited for my heart to return to normal rate and to readjust on the several beats it skipped. Thought I was going to see the pearly gates.

Global Warming… a fraud?

I’m not sure what’s right or wrong but the links are pretty interesting. You can read about it here.

$6billion

That’s the amount cleared of the King’s servant’s debt in Matthew 18:21 (according to the ESV study Bible). After I read through this again today, I was pretty stunned all over again as to the power of this parable. This debt says some things:

1) It’s big. Think about God’s holiness and our sinfulness.

2) We are unable to pay it.

It says that the king, “out of pity for him [...] forgave him the debt.” This wasn’t an IOU or a tax cut. This was a 100% absolving of $6billion. Wow. This forgiveness does not mean that the debt just vanishes. The ramifications of such a debt is felt somewhere. In the gospel we know that debt to be taken out on the cross as Christ pays it off for us.

Now understanding this kind of forgiveness, here’s the kicker: the servant can’t turn around and forgive another of a comparatively miniscule debt ($12G). He must not quite understand the forgiveness of the king b/c if he did, he would have turned and forgiven the fellow man. But as he doesn’t, the kind and merciful king enacts justice by re-establishing the $6billion debt, throwing him in jail to be tortured until he can pay it off.

We have been forgiven of much. If we understand that, nothing any MAN does to us, no matter how unjust it seems (even $12G’s worth) can compare with the forgiveness shown on us by our Heavenly Father. Just as we love because he first loved us, we forgive because he first forgave us.

Let’s live in light of this… in recognition of His amazing grace.

Matthew 9 Authority

As I’ve been going through the book of Matthew for my quiet times, it’s really amazing to see the authority wielded by Jesus Christ. The first several chapters attest through genealogy and prophecies that he is the Messiah, the awaited one. After his baptism (where the Father himself vouches for him!) and the 40 days in the wilderness, Jesus begins his ministry. From the get go his power is staggering. He goes around healing afflictions, casting out demons, calming storms, and even raising someone from the dead! This is some incredible authority. It is by his very word that he is able to heal and change.

Can you imagine? Say you broke an arm playing football, and you just spoke, “Heal” and it was as good as new. Incredible. Just the way Jesus spoke exuded authority. After the Sermon on the Mount, it says in 7:28 “the crowds were astonished at his teaching, for he was teaching them as one who had authority, and not as their scribes.” He wasn’t just repeating things known… as was the tradition of the day. He is speaking as if he has authority. The gall!

I mean this common man, with words, rebukes a storm and it calms down. Even the demons recognize him and call him, “Son of God” before very few even had an inkling of who he was.

But the passage I read today, chapter 9, took the cake. From all this authority comes the greatest authority of all. Some friends lower a paralytic through the rooftop, them having  heard that this guy Jesus has been healing all sorts of afflictions. But do you know what Jesus says after seeing their faith? “Take heart, my son; your sins are forgiven.” How unexpected! How incredible. How much greater must it be to hear that your spiritual state is healed over your bodily state. But as the scribes are reeling and fuming at what Jesus is claiming (who can forgive sins but God?), he shows again his authority by speaking the words, “Rise, pick up your bed, and go home.” Jesus claims authority over sin. A walking, breathing, fleshly man, essentially claims to be God and shows his authority over all things.

And here’s what it says in 9:7, “When the crowds saw it, they were afraid, and they glorified God, who had given such authority to men.” They probably don’t know much of what’s going on, but they know something out of the ordinary when they see it.

Friends, this is Immanuel. Sit back and ponder it. In the Old Testament God was with his people through the tabernacle and the ark of the covenant. But what a glorious plan to himself come down in the form of man… God with us. God the Creator himself came down to created earth in the form of creation (in a filthy manger no less) to be mocked, ridiculed, and crucified by creation. The very people he came to save. It says in 9:36 that “when he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them.” Oh man, this is grace. This is patience. This is love.

We’re like dumb, helpless little sheep who don’t know anything, who essentially end up nailing our very shepherd to the cross. We are evil to the core and helpless. But God loves us despite all of that and has compassion on us. We can’t just gloss over those words… he has a deep, cutting to the heart, compassion for us. In all his authority over afflictions, demons, nature, death… Jesus chose to die on the cross for us. In his authority over sin, Jesus, who knew no sin, became sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

No wisdom on earth could have conjured up this absurd type of love, this crazy of a story. And all this for the ultimate purpose of bringing HIMSELF ultimate glory. He is to be eternally glorified as is, He is to be eternally more glorified for His incredible love and mercy on wicked creation. What a God we serve.

If you don’t know God, seek Him. Knowledge of sin only comes in light of seeing Him in His perfection.

Fall to your knees in reverence, awe, and worship. Fall to your knees and love Him with all your mind, soul, strength, and heart.

Random post on colors

Yesterday I found a blue Centrum vitamin in a Costco-sized bottle of beige Centrum vitamins. Usually I would just go ahead and take it, but I realized I had no idea what the blue one did. After looking it up, I still don’t know what the blue Centrum one does. I probably should have taken it out but I had already shoved it back into the bottle and will deal with it later.

The ordeal made me think of my color-blindness. I’m red-green colorblind and I wonder if that’s ever effected a decision I’ve made in my life. Most likely not, but I can’t be sure. If there are certain colors that I can’t quite distinguish or am confusing, than I’m not seeing the world in the same way others do. I also learned in science class in junior high that the color infra-red is actually a color that the human eye can’t see.

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I see absolutely nothing in this picture. I asked my sister to tell me what it says and thought maybe I’d be able to see it after she told me. Nope… just dots. Weird.

I wonder what kinds of colors we haven’t experienced will be revealed in heaven… should be beautiful.

For the “men”

A challenging list by Mohler on the marks of manhood here.

Also, to piggyback on this post, a free audio book download of Desiring God by Piper here.

Spending time with God

What does it mean? Why is it not enough just to read the Bible, close it, mutter a quick prayer, and be on with your day? Some quotes to consider concerning silence and solitude:

True religion disposes persons to be much alone in solitary places, for holy meditation and prayer” -Jonathan Edwards, On Religious Affections in Works

I walked in the mountains when it was clear and when it was rainy I walked backward and forward in the hayloft of the old chalet in which we lived. I walked, prayed and thought through what the Scriptures taught as well as reviewing my own reason for being a Christian” -Francis Schaeffer, True Spirituality

A second season calling for the exercise of our minds in thoughts of the omnipresence and omniscience of God is made up of our solitudes and retirements. These give us the most genuine trials whether we are spiritually minded or not. What we are in them, that we are, and no more“  -John Owens, The Works of John Owens

Time must be allowed in sacred seasons for divine truth to steep the heart with its influence. Our hurry and externality has impoverished our graces. Solitude is essential to the heatlh of the soul. Is not our modern life far too hurried?” -Robert Lewish Dabney, Discussion of Robert Lewis Dabney

time-management-clock

We need to spend biblical time with God so as to nurture a relationship with Him… not mindlessly add Him to our daily list of things to do while glancing at our watches.

Living Evangelistically

Today in class we were encouraged to write out goals we have in our lives. I begrudgingly pulled out a sheet of paper and did what I thought would be a pointless exercise. I mean, who knows what God has in store for us for me to be making goals?

But what a renewed conviction!

We went through a list of 1) Lifelong goals, 2) 5-year goals, and 3) 6-month goals. The last one was “if you had 6 months to live…” It’s incredible how my 6 month goals had me going up to every unbelieving family member and every unbelieving friend to share with them the gospel in a desperate, heart-felt way. But get this, they were not in my lifelong or 5 year goals list.

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Oh boy. Yeah, I had marriage in sight. I had ministry and thinking about church planting and inner-cities. I thought of finances and even a bit of traveling. But in the long term goals, there was no urgency for the souls of people. Granted, it is through church and ministry that many will be reached. But this really reveals my heart’s state. I remember when I used to carry a deep sense of compassion for strangers that would just walk around on the UCSD campus. Where has that gone?

Not only am I not promised a full life, but there is no promise that my unbelieving family and friends will live to see tomorrow either. Here’s a verse I haven’t let wrap around my mind in awhile (Romans 10):

For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved. But how are they to call on him in whom they have not believed? And how are they to believe in him of whom they have never heard? And how are they to hear without someone preaching?

… oh to remember this in ministry, and to do it in life. They are dying.

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